Some day you came
And I knew you were the one
You were the rain, you were the sun
But I needed both, cause I needed you
You were the one
I was dreaming of all my life
When it is dark you are my light

- Enigma

this emotion i feel, i cannot define it. its unlike anything i have felt before. its like.... everything is just right when i am with her...
she brings out the best in me...
men seek peace in god and heavens... is not real peace in the embrace of the woman u love ? isnt her every word a melody ? a song that needs not singing... just listening...
her one glance would mean a thousand words... the feel of her breath on my face is like a warm spring breeze... the silken touch of her hair... her smile making me skip a heart beat.... her lips....i'd give my whole life just to kiss them once....
she is the beauty in my life...
my strength when i am weak..
my pride when i feel low...
my link to life when i m dying...
the soul in my body...
my reason for striving to be the best....
the reality of my illusions...
the sole light in all the darkness around me...
my last breath will escape with her name...


she is the woman i had forever loved without knowing who it was... without the sight of her... even in her absence... i knew she was there... she had to be...
have i found her ? how i hope i have.... and how i hope she realizes that she is my flower...

hmmm.....

"... to find the guilty, u need only look into a mirror."

we often blame others for the vile things happened and happening to us. i know it. i have done it. i have blamed everything that has happened to me in the last twenty years on my family, on the people around me, on god. everyone. it is so easier to blame someone else. so easier to run.
blame gives birth to anger. anger gives birth to hatred. i donot consider anger and hatred a sin..... there are people who ARE indecent. they donot have a shred of goodness inside. they should be shown no mercy.
some say forgiveness is a symbol of strength. yet i believe that forgiveness only allows a sin to go unpunished, and thus, to grow. a man is responsible for his actions. even if he feels in hindsight that he is wrong, he has committed that mistake. a mistake can never go unpunished. sparing the rod is the only mistake the society does.
A man should be strong enough to know that he is wrong. that his deeds cannot be undone by the useless act of forgivness.