Thursday, March 13, 2008

The flinch in your eye calls your bluff
Feel free to die when you’ve had enough
Useless cause is breaking your back
Your life will end when you attack

Make your move
Make your stand
Make the win
(ha..) Like you can

See the war
See me rule
See the mirror
You'll see a fool

To take me out you must fight like a man
You’ve yet to prove that you can
you've yet to prove me that you can
I see your might and it compares to something
That is if something is nothing

Time to figure
Time to sin
Your times done
When you begin

Live for suffer
Live for revenge
Now your life
Comes to an end

Taste the blood
Taste your fate
Swallow your pride
With your hate

Your last breathe
Your last stance
The last of all
In your command

Kneel in the blood with your crying pleas
Wade in your sorrow, bathe in your fear
Clear the mind from righteousness suffered
Witness the moment of your failures prosper

The flinch in your eye calls your bluff....

---Taste the blood ( Devil May Cry 3 OST )

Now you’ve really crossed the line
Your hate for me is divine
My love yearns for your suffer
On your grave lurks my prosper

Taunt more as a lure but its no use
Knots tight my excite
I prepare the noose
Say no more it’s time
For you to make your move
My blackened soul’s lit by your fuel
Implode your moral
And drains your pride
Too late for debate or run and hide
Time to take your life tolls the bell
To your hell I’d like to welcome you

Hail to a father of divine
To the son the light will shine
From the angst of lost memories
A just revenge to cure misery

- Divine Hate ( Devil May Cry 3 OST)

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

i thought i knew what pain is.... for the past 3 days i have been successful in reaching all new levels of pain....

Sunday, March 02, 2008

why does it have to this way ? why am i so cold ? how can i hurt a person in the most ruthlessly calculative way ? what made me like this ? why is forgivness so hard for me ? why has sorry become a useless word ? why ?

why can i not break the codes i live by ? are they so absolute ? does pity has no place in my soul ?

it feels as if i am cutting both my hands to please my principles :( how does a person choose between what he likes and all the rules he has set for himself ? this is not fair.....

to forget will be lying to myself and i will be unable to face myself ever for the rest of my life...

not to forget will be to slowly kill myself...

i feel my soul and mind being ripped apart....

it hurts so much... so much...

much MUCH more than it would ever hurt that person...

what do i do ? oh god what do i DO ?

i never wanted to be a stone...

Saturday, March 01, 2008