From an early age, I have been a catalyst to people around me. Few words of mine would make people ascend or implode. I only realize it now in hindsight.
Sometimes for personal gain, most of the time based on sheer mood, I could change the entire thought process of an individual. Women find it charming, men find it inspirational. I find it disturbing.
But i have met few people who could see through me.... they are the scariest. What does a man with power desire ? More power... and fear ? Someone immune to that power.
Still... being an outsider has been.... illuminating. Obsering a system from the outside gives you a different kind of perspective.... like watching an army of ants building a hill.
Again facing a break up because lack of intimacy. Have been repeatedly told I am not THERE.....
If only I could say.... " YOU are not here ".
There is no such thing like a free meal... :)
"They keep making the same stupid mistakes."
"They ? So you see yourself different from other people ? "
".. I didnt mean it that way. But of course... I am. What can I do about it ?"
~The man from earth.