the unending life... the single-dimentionality of everything. the world has evolved around in such a complex way is just to make it more interesting so that life can continue evolving trying to understand it.

we consider ourselves at the top of the food chain ? but we r certainly at the last node of morality chain. the morality which disintegrates into two halves, pure and tainted, with pure being killed by the tainted so as to evolve further. the number of pure species decreases geometrically with each evolution cycle. the number of tainted species keeps on increasing at the same rate as well. a day comes when there is no pure species left.

the tainted then fight. after millions of years of struggle, the most tainted one survives and then gives rise to a species even worse than the present, more violent and amoral.

to evolve is to willingly degenerate the basic simplicity of life.

finally release.... in this very moment...

Make for yourself a definition or description of the thing which is presented to you, so as to see distinctly what kind of a thing it is in its substance, in its nudity, in its complete entirety, and tell yourself its proper name, and the names of the things of which it has been compounded, and into which it will be resolved. For nothing is so productive of elevation of mind as to be able to examine methodically and truly every object which is presented to you in life, and always to look at things so as to see at the same time what kind of universe this is, and what kind of use everything performs in it, and what value everything has with reference to the whole.

The universe itself is god and the universal outpouring of its soul; it is this same world's guiding principle, operating in mind and reason, together with the common nature of things and the totality which embraces all existence in which everything is contained.

Constantly regard the universe as one living being, having one substance and one soul; and observe how all things have reference to one perception, the perception of this one living being; and how all things act with one movement; and how all things are the cooperating causes of all things which exist; observe too the continuous spinning of the thread and the structure of the web.

Reason means not only using logic, but also understanding the processes of nature — the logos , or universal reason, inherent in all things. Living according to reason and virtue, they held, is to live in harmony with the divine order of the universe, in recognition of the common reason and essential value of all people. The four cardinal virtues of this philosophy are Wisdom, Courage, Justice and Temperance. If someone is unkind, it is because they are unaware of their own universal reason. Likewise, if they are unhappy, it is because they have forgotten how nature actually functions.

Apathy frees us from suffering...

In fieri...

kindness, tolerance, brotherhood,love : a ruthless realism acknowledging that life is as it is... here on earth,here and now... the kingdom of God meaning : goodness is right here... or it should be.... " i am that i am becoming"

that is what the Buddha brought us... that is the basis of a pure religion...

heaven and hell were just terrors allowing men to rule their brothers through fear and seduction... saving our souls that we never lost in the first place :)

i see rituals, ceremonies, processions.... i wonder if this is what the prime mover had in mind.... why does a simple path to goodness needs a supernatural willpower today ?

when we dance...

"it shows me your true nature
my ambitious expectations which have clouded my judgment
the fool's game we are playing

one because it is bored, the other because it is too immature to know what is really going on

is it really THAT simple ?? a purloined dagger ?


it wants SO little that it confuses nothing with very less... and gives its all to the one who decieves it...

what a funny.funny world we live in ?!

just like a reel life.... the future of every fall seems the beginning of a rise; atleast not for everyone. some just keep falling...

it is falling
down and down
expecting a hand, a straw even

love turns most easily to hatred....
(un)righteous loathing flows, without reasoning..... just a primal emotion of wanting to hit back
HIT BACK AT EVERY SMILING UNREALITY

wanting to peel off the only face it likes the most
killing an emotion in the moment he likes it the most, so that it has no chance of mutation by reality.

there are so many times these barren eyes have tried to cry but they have always been failed by their greatest ally

we are not one... we are not even real to eachother...

how many dreams shatter at that instant... the immaturity visible yet again

a warped vision maintained by the mind so that it is numb to the painful facts, not feeling the real wounds...

we live alone,we die alone
the need for emotional/physical sense of security is a limiting force to our own courage.... our very own ability to accomplish the unimaginable

please someone release it from its misery..... someone please execute him

why did i see it ? can i not keep living in my own little world ? why give the means if u dont want me to achieve..... why do u constantly try to break me ? 2 decades of sadism is not enough ?? 2 decades.... a 3rd of life... worth not even shit, filled with pain and (self-)deception

they are not one in his eyes anymore......

i need to know the true nature of the hate i feel in my veins

i pray that you see the actual actors before it is too late..

is it destroying a beautiful thing you love the most so that it does not wither; or is it sacrificing one's life for something that is worth living for....

the apparent lie,if true, will kill me even when i have finally found what i always wanted.... the apparent truth, if a lie, grants me life without any feelings or emotions...

free my mind... please i beg of you.."