happy b'day

i am a man driven by my ego... it is the only thing that can actually control me

every single moment with her was like
u know
the way i wanted to feel all my life

knowing that i cud make her laugh
even for 1 second made me feel proud abt myself in a way i never had

before this moment, i believed i was the strongest person i had ever known
before this moment, i believed nothing could break me

i believed that with her our life wud always be a sunny day

i belived that i cudnt love anyone so much

not anymore

i still see you... but i am getting stronger each passing day. there will come a time when i dont need your memory anymore...

this is my borrowed time

The Moving Finger writes, and having writ,
Moves on: nor all your Piety nor Wit
Shall lure it back to cancel half a line,
Nor all your tears wash out a Word of it.

Here with a little bread beneath the Bough,
A Flask of Wine, A Book of Verse--and Thou
Beside me singing in the Wilderness--
Oh, Wilderness were Paradise enow!

Waste not your Hour, nor in the vain pursuit
Of This and That endeavor and dispute;
Better be jocund with the fruitful Grape
Than sadden after none, or bitter, Fruit.

Oh, Thou, who Men of baser Earth didst make,
And ev'n with Paradise devise the Snake:
For all the Sin the Face of Wretched Man
Is black with-Man's forgiveness give--and take!

And much as Wine has played the Infidel,
And robbed me of my Robe of Honor--Well,
I often wonder what the Vintner's buy
One half so precious as the wares they sell.

-The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam