everything comes down to the memories of you....

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free I
took what I hated and made it a part of me

Hearing your name
the memories come back again
I remember when it started happenin'
I'd see you in every thought I had
and then
my thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
committing myself to 'em
And every day
I regret saying those things
cause now I see
that I
took what I hated and made it a part of me.

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

-- Figure .09 (LP)

Soaks my skin - through to the bone
Pain is nothing that a downpour won't
erase
Rain - you can't hold on to it
A treasure you cannot frame
Rain
- somehow I'm drawn to it
I feel engaged, one and the same
When heavens
dressing beads off my face
The pain is nothing that a downpour won't erase

- Delerium